Wong :
whoa
hello hello primary 1c classmate~
adelene- :
why, hello
haha
wong:
huh
then you want me to say what
adelene-:
erm
nono
its an expression
nvm.. hello to you too
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i'm sure you guys have heard, "why, hello!" before?
steady.
the end of a decade, the start of a new one.
hello, so how has your new years been so far? so they always say that how you start out the new year is how you will spend the rest of the year. Well, I guess its not really the case.
For example, I spent the beginning of 2009 being in melbourne, having to wake up at 9 am in a friends house after a big night out because I had to work. After work, I went home groggily, to greet ryan and continue unpacking and fixing up the furniture ( I had just moved ). Funny how things turned out differently. I am no longer friends with that friend of 4 years, my home has been way more comfortable than how it started out, I spent almost every single day of the year being with the one person I didn't get to spend new years with. And I think I can safely say that Ryan and I aren't just housemates, but I would come as close as to call him family. Uh, yea, work wise, I still do the same.
So what have I done in 2009? Let me try and list it out, as briefly as possible and not in chronological order.
- I've cut down on a two vices, and quite a bit of them I am proud to say.
- I scored a 2nd upper class hons for my Masters (FUCK YEAHHH)
- I've earned more money than I ever did in my life and stopped taking money from my parents (one of the proudest things I've ever accomplished)
- Got myself a pretty balenciaga
- Turned 22 with steamboat with some of the closest friends
- Started gymming sessions to try and lose weight and get back into the healthy life
- Went to falls creek
- decided that I couldn't keep locking myself at home to just study- hence met friends for drinks every once in a while.
- As said earlier, fell out with a particularly close friend over something silly. ):
- Made more international friends than I ever did in my entire uni life.
- burned out from all that studying and came super close to giving up.
- been the whiniest I've ever been and complained... alot. (not something I'm proud of)
- have a super loving and tolerating housemaily (housemate+family)
- insane street fighter sessions
- tried out threading
- bought my first foundation (vain pot!)
- been pampered mad crazy with good food daily
- grew a lot of chilli!
- received a pot of cactus and a bunch of roses
- went to weribee zoo!
- mini road trip with good friends
- made a lot of juice, ate a lot of ice cream and fast food (BOO!)
Last but not least,
- loved another more than I ever knew I would, and could.
orh yah this is abit late, but better late than never hor?
For example, I spent the beginning of 2009 being in melbourne, having to wake up at 9 am in a friends house after a big night out because I had to work. After work, I went home groggily, to greet ryan and continue unpacking and fixing up the furniture ( I had just moved ). Funny how things turned out differently. I am no longer friends with that friend of 4 years, my home has been way more comfortable than how it started out, I spent almost every single day of the year being with the one person I didn't get to spend new years with. And I think I can safely say that Ryan and I aren't just housemates, but I would come as close as to call him family. Uh, yea, work wise, I still do the same.
So what have I done in 2009? Let me try and list it out, as briefly as possible and not in chronological order.
- I've cut down on a two vices, and quite a bit of them I am proud to say.
- I scored a 2nd upper class hons for my Masters (FUCK YEAHHH)
- I've earned more money than I ever did in my life and stopped taking money from my parents (one of the proudest things I've ever accomplished)
- Got myself a pretty balenciaga
- Turned 22 with steamboat with some of the closest friends
- Started gymming sessions to try and lose weight and get back into the healthy life
- Went to falls creek
- decided that I couldn't keep locking myself at home to just study- hence met friends for drinks every once in a while.
- As said earlier, fell out with a particularly close friend over something silly. ):
- Made more international friends than I ever did in my entire uni life.
- burned out from all that studying and came super close to giving up.
- been the whiniest I've ever been and complained... alot. (not something I'm proud of)
- have a super loving and tolerating housemaily (housemate+family)
- insane street fighter sessions
- tried out threading
- bought my first foundation (vain pot!)
- been pampered mad crazy with good food daily
- grew a lot of chilli!
- received a pot of cactus and a bunch of roses
- went to weribee zoo!
- mini road trip with good friends
- made a lot of juice, ate a lot of ice cream and fast food (BOO!)
Last but not least,
- loved another more than I ever knew I would, and could.
orh yah this is abit late, but better late than never hor?
2010.
a year of high ups and low downs, but at the end of it, I'm glad I spent it with you. I wouldn't have it any other way. Love all of you who played such a significant part this year.
and a special shout out to Yenteng and Lisa, next year will not be the same without you ):
Happy New Year everyone. May you get the chance to spend it with the one you love.
and a special shout out to Yenteng and Lisa, next year will not be the same without you ):
Happy New Year everyone. May you get the chance to spend it with the one you love.
I pretend that its okay, but do you see?
try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
who would have guessed that at the end of the day, I'm the one who would have fallen deeper than you will ever will? I laugh at the thought of how much things have changed, at the role reversal.
The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life
I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
hello, nice to meet you.
I was reading past entries of a certain group of people's old blog. And I started to wonder quite a couple of things.
Like, when you stop writing, do you stop thinking? Or maybe you think, but not deep enough?
And, why is it that online personas are always different from the real life person? Are they not sharing that side of them with you, or do they just express it in different, more dispersed and less concentrated ways?
And uh, does absence really make the heart grow fonder? Like when you don't know people that well, you think they are nice and you think you two share a friendship, but then maybe when you see each other more frequently, then it just, disappears. People who know you better tend to take you for granted.
Everyone has different writing styles, but we all seem to get stuck in the same mode, over and over and over again. Maybe I really need a change?
I hope that through this, I am a much stronger person, much better at judging who I really care for and should be spending my time on. Also, I want to know you, but I think you are hiding from me. Peek-a-boo, I hope to find you..
Apologies for the incoherent thoughts lately. it doesn't make much sense to me either.
Like, when you stop writing, do you stop thinking? Or maybe you think, but not deep enough?
And, why is it that online personas are always different from the real life person? Are they not sharing that side of them with you, or do they just express it in different, more dispersed and less concentrated ways?
And uh, does absence really make the heart grow fonder? Like when you don't know people that well, you think they are nice and you think you two share a friendship, but then maybe when you see each other more frequently, then it just, disappears. People who know you better tend to take you for granted.
Everyone has different writing styles, but we all seem to get stuck in the same mode, over and over and over again. Maybe I really need a change?
I hope that through this, I am a much stronger person, much better at judging who I really care for and should be spending my time on. Also, I want to know you, but I think you are hiding from me. Peek-a-boo, I hope to find you..
Apologies for the incoherent thoughts lately. it doesn't make much sense to me either.
our love is broken.
sometimes you think you have it all under control and that it has been going the right way. and then comes along someone who can break it all apart and make you feel so small and tiny.
what is going on? I'm all mixed up inside with conflicting points of view within myself and I just want to break away, start it over again, run. I cannot stop thinking just like that, because I don't function that way. What I need to know is more than what you have been able to provide, a lot more certainty that I am not in this alone and that you will be there to support me when I fall.
and just because it is going good for you, doesn't mean you are right. I have such a weakness when it comes to eloquent people.
What is happening to me and what should I do? Giving up is always the most painful, but the easiest option out.
what is going on? I'm all mixed up inside with conflicting points of view within myself and I just want to break away, start it over again, run. I cannot stop thinking just like that, because I don't function that way. What I need to know is more than what you have been able to provide, a lot more certainty that I am not in this alone and that you will be there to support me when I fall.
and just because it is going good for you, doesn't mean you are right. I have such a weakness when it comes to eloquent people.
What is happening to me and what should I do? Giving up is always the most painful, but the easiest option out.
bummed.
i have an incessant bugging feeling in me, making me feel like I don't really want to go back.
I'm not someone who likes change, and this time round, something has changed.
for one, I used to have someone eager to come meet me the minute I land, for me to want to cherish every moment spent in Singapore. The person is now, well, here in Melbourne and has been for the past year. Hence, there is no one eager and wanting to see me every second of every minute and everyday now. Secondly, Aloy no longer has a mode of transportation. This = less late night outs otherwise, a lot of taxi money. It also means there's not much to do, since the day = spent for sleeping for most people and late nights out = impossible for me.
Why huh? I thought I was super psyched about going back, what happened?!?!
I shall find comfort in food, even if it is by myself! yum.
I'm not someone who likes change, and this time round, something has changed.
for one, I used to have someone eager to come meet me the minute I land, for me to want to cherish every moment spent in Singapore. The person is now, well, here in Melbourne and has been for the past year. Hence, there is no one eager and wanting to see me every second of every minute and everyday now. Secondly, Aloy no longer has a mode of transportation. This = less late night outs otherwise, a lot of taxi money. It also means there's not much to do, since the day = spent for sleeping for most people and late nights out = impossible for me.
Why huh? I thought I was super psyched about going back, what happened?!?!
I shall find comfort in food, even if it is by myself! yum.
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